Mother’s Day 2021

Happy First Mother’s Day in Heaven Momma.

I miss you more than words can express. It’s our first mother’s day without you.
For the last 11 years I never liked Mother’s Day because you were in NY, I still had bitterness and hurt because you left.
I honestly hated Mother’s Day because I never had a card that I thought fit our relationship- dysfunctional 😂

But in the last year and a half God blessed us with the healing and healing we so deeply needed.
You were able to share your heart. I was able to see your pain and understand your greif.
Depression is a liar, a thief and a destroyer. I am so sorry you faced the pain that you did for so many years. I am sorry you faced so much of this pain alone. But I do know that your strength and bond and hope in our Heavenly Father was absolutely a beautiful relationship.

I am so so grateful that He healed us.

I am so so grateful for the gorgeous last year of your life that He gave us. All the phone calls. All the FaceTimes. All the in person visits.

Our Heavenly Father did amazing works in all of us…

I am so grateful He healed you, even if your healing was not on this Earth.

This year I strolled the eisle with a different type of pain… a pain to know I could finally pick you a sappy and properly fitting card of a mother’s true love.

How much is postage to Heaven?

I love you momma. I know you’re filled with love up there.

We love you so very much down here but I know there’s also two of your children in Heaven with you showering you with love on this day 💛💛

Love you more than words can say… a mother’s love in power beyond words… the feeling of love that a child has that is now a mother towards their own mother is even a different level…

Until next time momma 💗

~Besitos